Working Backwards

Sometimes I will think of the end of a blog, something substantial and something that will really leave a mark in the reader's mind and I will base my blog around that idea. I think that the most important ideas you have you should try to explain to yourself so you can fully understand what you think. Sometimes people (or maybe just me) will get ideas and dreams that they really hope to accomplish and go after it but they won't know entirely what they are going after. Like when people think that having jobs like a rock star or a famous actor would be easy I just want to help them realize that every single life was hard (and still might be) at one point or another whether it be due to stress, family or other stupid worldly things. It is hard to explain to people that what they think is really easy is really hard and that they are very deserving of what they have accomplished. For example, the English language. Holy crap people. The English language is one of the most complex languages on this earth. And we as the general public that use it everyday don't really notice how lucky we are to have working minds. I mean, everything about everything is a miracle. I do not care if you are an Atheist, a Jew, a Christian, or any other religion because somehow everything had to get here. And if you think that your mind was created because of an explosion that somehow, with all the luck in the universe made your perfectly working human mind, then I really think that you are confused. Please bare with me, I am not trying to raise some dispute between myself and the general public, but if you think reeeeeeaaal hard, then maybe the Big Bang Theory doesn't make sense. Something had to be there to explode. Something had to be there before the explosion to cause it and I don't think an explosion could cause a perfectly working solar system and galaxy to appear out of dust in the great beyond. I just cannot imagine that happening.

I want to present to you an idea. And that idea is that every human is equal, and that we all deserve the same amount of respect. Crazy, right? I mean who would have thought: equality? In history we have been studying the constitution and the basic structure of equality and your "natural rights."  And your natural rights basically say that you can have opinions, express those opinions, and try to change other people opinions. But you as a human cannot take away another persons' opinions or thoughts. We all have rights to dream and ideas and whether we want to pursue them or not. We also have rights that state that every single human in the Unites States can have their own route.

Sorry if this blog is crappy, I am kind of just ranting about what I think about a lot. So. Yep.

Here is a song. It sort of explains my "teenage rage." Ha. Yeah. Something like that. Please excuse the language as it does say the D word and the F word once.

Oh yes, this video reminds me, I also have this long lost dream of becoming a pro skater. The person in the video above is name Rodney Mullen. He is the reason I started skating. I wanted to be like him so badly. Holy smokes.

School is stressing the crap wads outta me. It is scaring me a lot because it's already past midterms and my grades aren't the best.  Growing up is a hard thing to do and I have been working backwards. I do what I should have done at the beginning in the end, and I do what I need to at  the end in the beginning. I get upset really fast now and I feel bad because if I am with the wrong people then I will just switch into rage mode and hate everything. I am being transformed into this monster. I want to be little again when nothing really mattered. I am starting to understand why Peter Pan didn't want to grow up.