A long time.

I don't think I am from earth. Maybe like the 39th death world or something. (Tell me if you caught the reference and I'll high five you or something.) Really though, I know and believe that there is a higher being above us that guides us and stuff, but I need something to latch onto. I need somewhere to be from. I guess you could say that i am from the central coast of California, but I never really knew it. My brothers and sisters say that Orcutt is boring and a dump, but I don't think of it that way because all I knew it as was a haven for my friends and me.

I think the music I try to write has already been written and whole idea of being obsessed with space has been experienced before. Specifically by these people:

Kid Cudi and Neil Armstrong have done more than I could imagine doing in my fields of interest. I don't reall know how to be fresh, and I definitely don't know even the first thing about astrophysics. Everything is so confusing to me. I just want to be able to understand things. Like astrophysics. And how to be fresh. Yeah.

I don't really know what to write anymore. I'm sorry. This whole blog thing is turning into me posting pictures and songs that will express my feelings because I am really bad at it. Ask any of my ex-girlfriends. I ain't lyin'.

I'm such garbage ha ha ha. Oh well. I guess I'll reach my potential someday.

I am honestly sad about not going on tour. All my friends are going to have a ballin' time in California and I'm going to be at school alone erryday. I don't have anyone else, really. No one that really knows me like them. Oh well. It's only five days, right?

So I have this cousin named Nick Campbell. He is really cool. He is probably my best friend. Tyler Romney and Nick Campbell. I've known Nick forever and it's really surprising how sick or each other we aren't.

Nick is really really good at drawing. I try my very best to copy him, but I just can't do it. He has the style of a god. I swear he can pull off anything. I can hardly pull off jeans.

Tyler is a different kind of human, but he is my human. I think that he can say, (unless he is being rude to me that day) that I pretty much own him. And he owns me. But nowadays he has a girlfriend and unavoidably spends all of his time with her. He gets more girls than me. I think everyone does. Oh well.

I want to be good at things. And I think it's going to be a long time until I do. If you read my other blogs, I mentioned some things that I wanted to accomplish in life and I think I have added more to the list. Besides being a physicist, baseball player, horse jockey and professional drummer, I think it would be very interesting and fun to be a hip hop artist or even a disk jockey for one. Not like rave music though. Like real hip hop. Hits the heart. "Hip Hop Can't Stop." That's a playlist on my iPod in case you were wondering. Cool.

Anyway, I'm done ranting. Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a good rest of whatever you are living.
Stay fresh.
xoxo